so yeah....

[devin]

so i am here to make a post that i am needing to limit my time on here for a little bit. i have been rather depressed lately and i am swamped with school and now work as i got a job. i love this place but, lately, i haven't really been able to put in my whole heart here as it doesn't seem like i'm really wanted here or i don't really feel like it.

i feel like people are always jumping down my throught for little things. like how i talk or something. well, i can't really change who i am and such, i'm sorry :(. but that really doesn't mean people can be mean and rude. but i just don't feel welcome here...at all. this is another reason why i can't seem to get posts up. i have no muse. i just feel so ... outcasted and it sucks. i love this place and the people but i don't feel as though i really get that back.

so i will come here as much as i can to make posts with people i actually have plots with that don't decide to drop them. i will be around, i just can't say i will be here as much as i normally was. i will be back though. i just need to figure out myself and whats going on in my life and how to make some adjustments. its kinda a rough time right now and i really don't need the extra things to worry about like stuff stated above.

i'm sorry i'm not as good as some other people on here and i'm sorry i can't be perfect. but that is life i guess. so i will see you around. i may be on aim ... if any of you have it or even want to talk which... doesn't seem like many of you do that actually have my aim but it's there. i have it on my phone all the time as i like to keep in contact with people. so use it if you would like.

thank you for listening to my rant. i hope i didn't offend anyone. i just needed to get it off my chest.

this affects:::

justice ross, gabby west, lainey childs, devin jacobson, colt cuttingham, ramsey mccall, sterling love, mica rogers, trevor ericson, bethany wright, adrian meyers, shawn marks, jonathan gates, sidney mann.