Post by DEMI VITA CALPAINI on Oct 12, 2012 5:42:40 GMT -5
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[style=font-family: helvetica; font-size: 13px; letter-spacing: 6px; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: center;]HALEYCAT FULL NAME: demi vita calpaini ALIAS: dems, dem, dee DATE OF BIRTH: 14.02.1992 AGE: twenty OCCUPATION: student/intern at newspaper SEXUALITY: Straight PLAY BY: gigi paris US [style=background-color: #65727A; border: 10px solid #65727A; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing: 10px; color: white; text-align: center;]all about me [style=font-family: tahoma; font-size: 8px; text-transform: lowercase; text-align: justify; overflow: auto;; height: 165px;]just freshly taken out of her teenage years and forced to start to begin her life, it’s hard to think that demi has even changed anything in her life. she was the popular girl of the high school, cheerleader with the good looking boyfriend that she dumped after he refused to follow her to south carolina. she was head cheerleader to be exact, bitchy and manipulative in every sense of the word and though she could have stayed in Nevada, why would she when she could go to the east coast and finally have a shred of independence from her overbearing parents who that they have a “troubled kid”. both her parents are therapists, meeting when they were nineteen and falling in love when they were in their second year of college. they were both studious, they were sweet and caring and they went on to have a daughter who was the complete opposite of who they were. it was confusing and even as a child, she was treated more like a lab rat than as a daughter. she was constantly their guinea pig from shocking their daughter when she was nine when she reached for the unattended cupcake on the table to making her take color tests over and over again to find out her personality. obviously, the girl is not close to her parents, she does not have a shred of dignity for them but when she graduated her high school career with decent grades and a solid social life, her parents gave her the folder to have that was full of every childhood memory that she had tried to repress. demi watched her younger brother go through the same thing and the two of them used to team up in order to trick their parents but they were always caught because it seemed that their parents were aware of their answers being fake, the results being acted and nothing being real. when this was learned, the parents took to observing but never actually giving advice and so, demi was forced to toughen up and let things pile up on her shoulders because her parents never actually gave her the attention or the time that was required for a child.key: ”what’s written in the file” , her response. ”The Four Preferences” “I don’t recall this test, did they like mind fuck me for this one!? you have got to be fucking kidding me. why give me this fucking thing, and why make me read it as my personality analysis. accurate!? please, I was a fucking kid then…” ”ISFP” “yea that stands for its shit, forget …pie. –grumbles in annoyance, now moving her arms to cross against her chest and closing herself off” I stands for Introversion. the patient..” “the what!? I’m their fucking kid and they call me the patient? fuck I hate them..” ”exhibits behavior such as playing on her own, being indepdent and untrusting toward strangers. she appears to think before she acts..” “ha, that changed from then, what was I, 6 in this?” ”aware aware of how she feels, thinks a problem through” “again, did. this is irrelevant. want to know who I really am? I’m mistrusting because of this exact bullshit that you are making me read and comment on. i don’t like people getting into my business and prefer to keep things inside rather than let anything be known to anyone because it hurts less. okay? so basically I live in myself, in my own world, in my own thoughts.” ”S “stands for stupid? my parents sure thought that I liked a brain.” ”stands for sensing. demi..” “wow, shocked. thought they forgot their child’s name..” ”absorbs..” “as if I am a g-d damn sponge..” knowledge through the literal sense…” “what other way is there!? this is getting ridiculous and I’m not even out of the first page yet. should burn this fucking thing..” ”F “stands for fucking stupid” ”means that the patient….makes a decision based on her own value system. meaning her morals.” “thank you dr. capilini. –rolls her eyes- can we please move on from this? I’m just…sick of this.” ”P” “apparently not..okay what does P stand for?” ”your attitude towards the external world..” “oh you mean outside of the shell that my parents thought I lived in..” ”you perceive, which means you want things outside of your own world to be flexible and spontaneous” “fascinating. ” you have some deeply-held values that, even though your life may be somewhat unstructured, direct the things that you do and say. You probably take a caring and sensitive approach to others, more so than may be apparent to others because you showing your feelings in acts of kindness rather than in direct statements. You probably have a strong sense of the type of lifestyle you enjoy, which you want to maintain.” “some true, some false, all of it is stupid. NEXT.” self awareness “hey woah, I am well aware of who I am, who my crackhead parents are and who my brother is. I’m confident in that knowledge and I don’t need some fucking little test to tell me otherwise. so I don’t want to hear this shit. I’m confident in who I am, I’m self aware of how much of a bitch I am and what a disappointment I am to them and yes, I fucking care but I’m not going to change to fit their perfect daughter stereotype. I know I’m not in psychology but it’s not like journalism is that far off. I study, I interview with my wonderful people skills which I do have from time to time by the way. I’m not always this vulgar or this defensive but this…profile, this huge folder of my fucked up childhood just irks me the wrong way and my brother is the exact same way. I don’t want to hear this anymore but if you want to fucking read on about who you think I am, have at it. –gets up, tossing the folder onto the desk and walking away-“ ideological leader” ” Ideological leaders achieve through the promotion of ideals and values. They keep the focus of the group on those things that are most important. Ideological leadership is founded on a strong belief system that is shared by the group. It focuses effort on supporting those beliefs or championing causes with which they are associated.” relationship test results: Psychological Personality Test – Analysis 1) two roads, a short and a long. pick. ”long” – you take your time and do not fall in love easily. 2) organize these roses, throw any away that you don’t want to use, and place them somewhere. took six roses, three white and two red. – means that she expects more from the other person than from herself in terms of a relationship 3) a problem occurs in the house and you can either ask a third party to get your loved one, or you can do it yourself. does it herself – confront problems quickly, not enjoying confrontation but not avoiding it either. 4) place the roses wherever you want placed them on a bed, her parents bed to be exact as it was the closest bed – means she needs reassurance in her relationship as well as see the loved one constantly to know everything is okay. 5) pick a road again. long – means that she is commitment, though hesitant with her answer which gives an indication that she is not ready for it yet, or not looking for it. means that she stays in love for a long time at the same time. existing situation: this test was a serious of colors that the girl had to pick twice, each time the colors meaning something different. her existing situation was believed to be Creative and emotional, looking for ways to further expand those qualities. Looking for a partner who enjoys the same activities. Seeking adventure and new and unusual activities” restrained characteristics ”the colors showed that the girl was Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation. Although she is able to find contentment through sexual activity, she feels hopeless to change her problems and difficulties and continues to make the best of what she has. Is feeling emotionally drained from stressful and tense situations. she is in need of peace and quiet in order to overcome her lack of energy and may become irritable if she does not recover. "Insists her hopes and ideas are realistic and achievable, but needs encouragement and support. her self-centeredness can cause her to take things too personally." flipping to the last page, you notice the words “objective” written across the file head, bold and in print but there is a red marker changing the objective over time it would see, the latest reading "Wishes to live in a calm, peaceful, relaxing environment, where everyone gets along and there is a strong sense of belonging." “think you got it all? thought I left huh? fuck that. give me my file and stay out of my business..” |
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