Post by maggie on Oct 20, 2012 6:20:42 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 500px; -moz-border-radius: 20px 0px 20px 0px; border-radius: 20px 0px 20px 0px; padding: 10px; border: #000000 solid 0px; ] stuck in this daydream. [style=font-family: helvetica; font-size: 13px; letter-spacing: 6px; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: center;]HALEYCAT FULL NAME: madeline nyla chambers ALIAS: mads, maddie, del, addie DATE OF BIRTH: 12.12.1992 AGE: twenty OCCUPATION: travel and tourism major/maid at hotel SEXUALITY: bisexual PLAY BY: camilla belle UNIVERSITY STUDENT [style=background-color: #65727A; border: 10px solid #65727A; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing: 10px; color: white; text-align: center;]all about me what she tells |
Madeline, or maddie, as some people are allowed to call her, will tell you that her life is amazing because that’s what she wants it to be but you could always hear her voice falter when she speaks a lie, there is something in her eyes that tells you that she is not being honest but a smile put on her face is hard to tell if it’s real or fake. she says that she lives in a large house with a loving family, even has a dog or two, two siblings and that she goes to school fulltime. the latter half of that is true as maddie does have two dogs, she does have two siblings, and she does go to school fulltime but she also goes to work as a fulltime as well, leaving little tired for sleep. it appears that she is twitchy, nervous about something and constantly looking over her shoulder but it’s never really known why, just that this nervous twitch is contagious but she plays it off as being energetic and high spirited—which she is, despite it all. the girl appears to be level headed, she also has the appearance of being a hot mess and she is always rushing to get things done so that she can move onto the next thing, she never sits still and even she has to, her feet are tapping, her fingers are drumming on a surface just to have no silence—because she hates silence. but she plays everything off with good lies that seem to hold her life and her sanity together because if she even thought about the truth, she would get pity, she would get sympathy and that is not something that she wants to have because she has a good amount of independence in her but when she finds someone that she connects with, she becomes dependent on them to the point of annoyance.
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1) the girl does not live in a large house, or in any house at all because she does not have the money to do so. she happens to live in an apartment with four other students such as herself, two of which are guys and one of which is her worst nightmare, the other girl that she lives with is her best friend and knows the truth, everything about her and though she might think maddie is a little insane to be lying to herself and others, she knows it’s a copping mechanism. and naturally, if the girl is living in an apartment with other students, then she does not have the actual loving parents, she does have parents. she had to come from somewhere, her mother is addicted to prescription pills and has overdosed more than once and her father is a pimp that tried to sell her to his best friend for gas money. escaping the clutches of the male with a cut to her neck, madeline usually wears her hair down to hide it.
2) naturally, the girl is a little neurotic in some sense of the word but there is also sanity that lies within her. she is just a compulsive liar but she has to be to keep herself going, to keep herself from spiralling out of control and into the abyss of nothing like her parents. her mother was a prostitute that her father had happened to enjoy but finding out she was pregnant, all he saw was an investment and nothing more and therefore, the girl was allowed to be raised in the whore house and saw things that no little girl should. she learned about sex at the age of four when walking in on a client and her mother’s coworker, but it did not seem conventional and because of that, madeline has an interesting view on what sex, love and relationship is—and has no desire for any.
3) when leaving her house and going out, she fakes an identity to the guy that she meets, telling him lies about her life because that seems like the plausible thing to do and almost a set reaction for her now. she makes up a name, a story, a background and sticks to it the entire night before going off on her merry way with nothing but a kiss to his lips and a fake name for him to search her up by—which means that she never has to worry about being found in the end. it’s a way of her making up an identity that she wished that she had but it’s hard for her to accept that her life is this way because she had such dreams of it not being so.
4) her worst nightmare though is living under her roof, side by side bedrooms where she wants to actually use this pent up anger and hit him every single time that he makes a sexual comment to her. she is not interested in sex and he is all for it, bringing girls home regardless of the amount of effort that other roommates make to try and put an end to the conquesting happening under their roof. he pins her to walls, he tries to bring her into his bedroom, he’s ripped the fabric of her clothes many times and she has no idea how to put a stop to it but it’s starting to scare her—and he just hasn’t noticed that because she is the unattainable fruit that he wants to devour.
5) the girl is studying to be a travel agent but she is also studying tourism and travel because she dreams of leaving the united states and going anywhere where no one knows her and she can start over. she started her life in California, a small town with little resources and where people were desperate for money and broke into homes, sold their bodies and when she was a little girl, maddie would dream of her life as anything but being who she was and that’s where the illusion came from. her first name is always the same in her “stories” to others but her last name changes, her major changes, her parents name and so on, little details of her life are kept the same but things are changed because maddie just wants to escape.[/div][/style][/center]
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