Post by AUSTIN ARCHER on Oct 24, 2012 2:58:09 GMT -5
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,10,true][/style][atrb=style, width: 525px; border-bottom: 20px #57474B solid, bTable] REGRETTING HIM WAS LIKE wishing you never found out love could be that strong [style=height: 317px; width: 250px; margin-right: -520px; font-size: 8.5px; font-family: tahoma; text-align: justify; line-height: 1; text-transform: lowercase; overflow: auto; scrollbar-base-color:#DBBBA2; color: #000;]he felt a ping of guilt while nursing on the bottle of beer that had been in his dorm fridge with no label on it. if there was no ownership, the alcohol was fair game and it was needed after the night that he had battling a fever and then battling his ex-girlfriend. it would seem that the male was trying to drink away his troubles but at this moment, he was trying to drink away his thoughts which were his problem, a big problem. the male threw the forbidden word around quite a bit, eights words to make any girl swoon, three words that made them fall to their knees and austin used it time and time again. the alcohol was taking a quick effect on the stomach that was empty and the head that was full of too many thoughts, when suddenly, he had the sudden urge to not be alone. the male grabbed the phone that was shoved into his pocket, reaching for it and plucking it from his pocket with an ease, raising an eyebrow to the amount of missed phone calls and text messages. chuckling, he tilted his head to the side, giving the beer another swig before his eyebrow dropped while flipping through the messages with a bored expression on his face. ”boring..boring…don’t care…fuck you..” |
the relationship that he shared with the female was a game, going back and forth, playing cat and mouse with the other and letting their emotions become void. she had no idea about his past, his present or anything but his physical being and the knowledge was reciprocated as he asked nothing about her past, but sometimes to get a conversation going, they talked about their day. they were sweet to one another but went days without talking unless companionship was needed and this time, it was dire in austin’s opinion. he would turn to dahlia if the girl declined his offer and that would open more can of worms which would be rather disastrous on his end. he had already caused enough turmoil with his relationship between breaking it on and possibly putting it back on, kissing the girl long after break ups and telling her that she was not what he wanted long after. his mind was flip flopping all the time and he was stuck on the repeat cycle, hurting her and loving her. veronica seemed to have this thing about her, not caring, rich, with an attitude to match and it was perfect for him but not in the long run. he was torn between wanting to play the field and losing the long term girl or settling down and losing his playtime. sighing, he reached for his phone once more, raising an eyebrow to the sudden idea, ”do I need to show you what you already know? camera is poised and ready..”[/i], he grinned to the suggestion that he was offering to her. sexting was a rather large part of their relationship, easy to entice the either one and a way of teasing as pictures of her in suggestive outfits were laying in the data in his phone and he was sure that other photos of him were still in hers. he flipped through his photos now, turning the screen off and laying the phone at his side as he rested his arms behind his head and waited. he was expecting her knock before another text message but a picture of him was a good offer at the same time and he was curious which offer would be more alluring to her. for the time being, austin returned to nursing on the nearly finished bottle, sucking down the alcohol and drowning out his thoughts.[/div][/center][/td][/tr][/table][/center]
THIS POST IS THE WONDERFUL AND AMAZING SASSY SASS WITH HER CHARACTER, VERONICA